Relapse

So I relapsed today . I wont say how but I'm very disappointed in myself OK I watched porn it doesn't matter the time whether it was 4 mins or 5 hours when you relapse you relapse. But I realize now this has to do more with sexual addiction than porn. I really can do with out the porn if I had a spouse but good is having several (monogamous) partners if they re aren't your husband and haven't committed to you and whats the point in masturbation if all ill think about if scenarios that are lustful and pornographic.I have a very unhealthy sexuality and until I let God have I will struggle .... I don't know what I'm going to do.