Chapter 2 Success

Success everyone wants it few have it . I'm guilty as charged honestly these past few months have been hard its takes some self discipline. For example I today id like to relapse with the sex  issue I vowed to stay celibate and relationshipless until I get married and am happy with myself. The positives you don't have to worry about taking care of a man his needs or wants its all about you. Bad side you see everyone around your age get married engaged and you wish you were stable enough to do so . Life Is so much better enjoyed when your whole and happy. I guess its the fantasy of being with someone else after a failed relationship of 2 years and several years of never really being single. Men are just a habit I have better relationships with friends than with men then I usually attract either assholes or things I need to fix honestly I don't have time to fix anyone or push anyone any more so yea I guess these are the reasons why I SHOULD STAY SINGLE . I also one more important thing I need to LEARN TO LOVE ME.